Daydreaming

and I close my eyes to feel
a repeating dream that seems real
where we do not have to always run
when we are laying to see the setting sun
it would be nice if it is not only in my mind
because I want to hold your hands
but, I do not know how to make you mine
I just know where my place to stand

I guess I start to understand
why mostly dreams are beautiful
made me keep holding on to
although sometimes they are painful
because not all can come true
when I open both my eyes again
I feel empty and lost all alone
with sadness glued in my bones

I wish you can see me here
call your name in a whisper
to tell you that we are so similar
the quiet ones with myriads of feeling
I do not want to scream your name
I want to keep you just for myself
the world does not have to know
you are the one who supposes to know

and I like to close my eyes to feel
that the dream in my head seems real
you will be saved inside my blue dream
when there is no distance to swim
you are by my side to see the sky is burning
even if it will be helplessly disappearing
when I open my eyes to the reality
but I promise it will be saved within me