#blue – Notes From Feelings

The Encore to My Downfall

I can’t let you goas easily as coloured balloonsslipping from a young boy’s handsno, it can’t be that easynor as difficult as I thought it’d beI just need a little more time, maybehowever, I’ll find a wayjust… not todayI’m not in the mood for mourningI haven’t slept, but it’s already morningAnd I’ve always been badContinue reading “The Encore to My Downfall”

The Paradox of Loving You in the Dark

I do not know whetherI love you more in the morningwhen the light comes throughand fall on your solemn faceor in the breathless afternoonwhen my shoulder feels heavywith endless responsibilitieswhile time feels stuck in its placeor maybe I love you more at nightwhen I dream with my eyes open andimagining that I can write myContinue reading “The Paradox of Loving You in the Dark”

Of Brokenness and Beauty

I open my eyes and see the lightthe day born anew with the same nightthe sky is blue, but I still have to fightand I no longer try to make something rightwhat is already broken cannot be fixedthere is nothing such as a magical pill for the sickI know it now to help me feelContinue reading “Of Brokenness and Beauty”

A Story Untold in Search of the Rainbow

there is a river at the corner of my eyesstreaming endlessly down my facemy brain has grown immune to lieswhenever I say I am fine, it’s a wasted gracewhat has already been lost cannot be replaced there is a raging war in my head I cannot fighta familiar storm that grips my chest tightthe darkContinue reading “A Story Untold in Search of the Rainbow”

The Palette of Blue for the Book of You

if I pour out everything I have insideit would cost me the whole bookwords that describe the feelings and emotionswhen you became my world at one momentbecause you were worth that much to mesentences that have been buried within mepages of paragraphs to write about youand I will choose the palette of blueto represent myContinue reading “The Palette of Blue for the Book of You”

My Blue Mood

I do not want to drown in bluesthen you come and offer another bluethat set the whole different moodand get me out of the winding woods when my blue break me in twoyour hue gives me something newthat can help me to get throughand forget about my circle and screws because of your words andContinue reading “My Blue Mood”

Daydreaming

and I close my eyes to feela repeating dream that seems realwhere we do not have to always runwhen we are laying to see the setting sunit would be nice if it is not only in my mindbecause I want to hold your handsbut, I do not know how to make you mineI just knowContinue reading “Daydreaming”

The Blue Within Me

I want to run away from this gloomso I let my mind lost in my roomthe only place where I can be trueto myself and do what I want towith a heart that has broken in twoI look at the ceiling like I always dothe ceiling that my dad was painted bluethe colour that representsContinue reading “The Blue Within Me”