The Encore to My Downfall

I can’t let you goas easily as coloured balloonsslipping from a young boy’s handsno, it can’t be that easynor as difficult as I thought it’d beI just need a little more time, maybehowever, I’ll find a wayjust… not todayI’m not in the mood for mourningI haven’t slept, but it’s already morningAnd I’ve always been badContinue reading “The Encore to My Downfall”

The Space You Left Behind

the older I grow, the faster time slips awayeverything feels like it was just yesterdaybut I realise sometimes life is just a gameand all was starting simply with your namea fleeting spark that set my heart aflamewhen you played a part in making me smileslowly, I cost myself to fit into your styleyou were aContinue reading “The Space You Left Behind”

Why Had You Let Me Go?

there are a lot of things in my headthat I want to say to you insteadof keeping them circling around insidequestions I do not dare enough to askand wishes that stuck behind the maskI still have so many emotions remaining, you see?the most painful are the ones you couldn’t seeI tried to tell but explainingContinue reading “Why Had You Let Me Go?”

Long Lost Love

it all started with a shared bewildermentcombined with a pinch of disappointmentto people and layers of unspoken irritationto anyone else except sometimes to each otherthe shared pressure in the same environmentthat makes both of us always fulfil people’s expectationsin that shared struggle, a closeness grew through interactionalong the way perhaps from that point then spreadtheContinue reading “Long Lost Love”

Heartbreak is a Circle

the thing is, I know that he loves her way too deepmeanwhile, I only have heartbreak and aches that I keepas a reminder that what I feel is real not just a mere phasebecause I can no longer arrange words into phrasesI just get lost in places that no longer hold our tracesthe thing is,Continue reading “Heartbreak is a Circle”

Heartbreak Company

standing alone on the balconythe air that I breathe feels heavyor maybe it is the worry inside meor the burden that I always carrywhat is in my head killing me slowlyfrom the distance, this city looks prettybut, everything seems dull to me above me, there is a wide black seathe dark makes the light difficultContinue reading “Heartbreak Company”

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