I can’t let you goas easily as coloured balloonsslipping from a young boy’s handsno, it can’t be that easynor as difficult as I thought it’d beI just need a little more time, maybehowever, I’ll find a wayjust… not todayI’m not in the mood for mourningI haven’t slept, but it’s already morningAnd I’ve always been badContinue reading “The Encore to My Downfall”
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The Paradox of Loving You in the Dark
I do not know whetherI love you more in the morningwhen the light comes throughand fall on your solemn faceor in the breathless afternoonwhen my shoulder feels heavywith endless responsibilitieswhile time feels stuck in its placeor maybe I love you more at nightwhen I dream with my eyes open andimagining that I can write myContinue reading “The Paradox of Loving You in the Dark”
Why Had You Let Me Go?
there are a lot of things in my headthat I want to say to you insteadof keeping them circling around insidequestions I do not dare enough to askand wishes that stuck behind the maskI still have so many emotions remaining, you see?the most painful are the ones you couldn’t seeI tried to tell but explainingContinue reading “Why Had You Let Me Go?”
Long Lost Love
it all started with a shared bewildermentcombined with a pinch of disappointmentto people and layers of unspoken irritationto anyone else except sometimes to each otherthe shared pressure in the same environmentthat makes both of us always fulfil people’s expectationsin that shared struggle, a closeness grew through interactionalong the way perhaps from that point then spreadtheContinue reading “Long Lost Love”
Point of Departure
I see your face and for the umpteenth timemy heart burns to pieceseven though it is not the real your facethat I fix my eyes on nowit is a mere picture from a lifetime agothat still holds a place in meyou sat next to me with a smilethat lights up the whole cityand it isContinue reading “Point of Departure”
If Only I Could
I want to keep youin every step of the waybut, I know it’s hard for me to doI have moments when I fall back intothe darkness that makes me astraymoments when I could push you awayeven if I didn’t mean what I do nor say I want to contain youin every piece of my daysbut,Continue reading “If Only I Could”
The Blue Within Me
I want to run away from this gloomso I let my mind lost in my roomthe only place where I can be trueto myself and do what I want towith a heart that has broken in twoI look at the ceiling like I always dothe ceiling that my dad was painted bluethe colour that representsContinue reading “The Blue Within Me”
The Old Part of Me
I want to take myselfback to the blue sidethe time when I seethe world as white as snowwhen I don’t put myself in a showbefore I got tangled with my shadowbut, my eyes see differently nowall I think about are questions of howthe world become as cruel as snowwith less light for tomorrow I wantContinue reading “The Old Part of Me”
From Afar
your back is the only thingthe only that I can starecall me selfish but I won’t shareand I wouldn’t dareto asking too muchknow you impossible to toucheven deep downunderneath my melted skinI want to get a hintgetaway to your head, to lookingturn down to your heart, where I’m stayingbut, through staring between your backrealise thereContinue reading “From Afar”
Nostalgia
raining outsideas I writing thisis wet everywheredeep insidewaves break the wallnothing really happens at all your favourite colouris covers something in meunited with my bloodyou can never seemy favourite colouris always your eyeswish there is much less to criesand now I’m coldhave no one to hold although rain turninto drizzle but stillI keep myself learnnotContinue reading “Nostalgia”
Notes From Feelings 