through your melodic wordsyou have taken over my worldand have reached the part of methat has not easily opened to seethrough your alluring poetriesyou have given me the warm blissthat have melted my cold edgeswhich have been sharpened for ages you have helped me to find a placewhere I can freely walk at my ownContinue reading “My Personal Magical Bliss”
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At Midnight
midnight is always the timewhen I can finally make you minealthough it happens only in my mindbut it feels like we are on the same lineI see you in dreams, flowers, and the seaI feel you in the breeze, songs, and heartbeatand you slowly make me hard to breathebecause this admiration turns into greedbrainwash myselfContinue reading “At Midnight”
Semicolon;
and it continuesafter everything that came to methe sleepless nights of overthinkingwhile drowning in the mixed feelingsI try to sing so that I do not sink deeperinto the vast mysterious ocean withinthat I am quite afraid of it sometimesof the power that the ocean holdsthe way it’s calm on the surfacebut there are raging wavesContinue reading “Semicolon;”
Made a Peace From Pieces that Are Remained
I used to cling to the memoriesbefore I learned they did not define mebut I couldn’t take them off easilylike a coat, it’s wrapped around my bodylike my past, it’s always followed memy future seems distant and blurrysome of the memories are bad and hurtmade me want to run away frombut I feel like IContinue reading “Made a Peace From Pieces that Are Remained”
(Happy) New Year
she closes both her tired eyesbreathe the air deeply and laysin her bedroom, she can hearthe fireworks and the loud cheersfrom people that are celebratinga thing that is just the same thingfor her, everything is only temporaryso why bother to waste time and energy outside her small bedroom stillshe can hear the noises so clearpeopleContinue reading “(Happy) New Year”
Dear My Future Self,
I heard that you are not feeling wellI could see it although you did not tellalways trying to seem fine and wellalthough you feel like living in hellcover your tears with that sweet smileconvince everything will be okay in a whileand keep walking lightly for another mile I think that you need time to restyourContinue reading “Dear My Future Self,”
How Being at the Peak of Crisis Feels Like
as foolish as it soundsI am here but want to be foundwhatever I am trying to run fromit is inside me in a different forma familiar twist wrecking storm as strange as it soundsthe will within me slowly withdrawnit is easier to let myself drownall the things that made me downkeep my eyes wide awakeContinue reading “How Being at the Peak of Crisis Feels Like”
A Positive Affirmation Injection
I always think there will be a tomorrowalthough I have drowned in sorrowwith a shattered heart that feels hollowhave no clues where I can borrowthe time when I need a moment to slow—down my breath and match my step to followthe world’s change that I could never knowbut I always think there is a tomorrowContinue reading “A Positive Affirmation Injection”
A Story About A Broken Girl
she has red eyes at nightthe result of battles she cannot fightalthough she turns on the lightbut inside her head still darkshe has lost all the sparks alcohol does not excite her anymorethe world has collapsed her on the flooreverything around her blending in the stormthe only thing she can see is the blue ceilingthatContinue reading “A Story About A Broken Girl”
My Blue Mood
I do not want to drown in bluesthen you come and offer another bluethat set the whole different moodand get me out of the winding woods when my blue break me in twoyour hue gives me something newthat can help me to get throughand forget about my circle and screws because of your words andContinue reading “My Blue Mood”
Notes From Feelings 