it is the way you look at methere is a light that is shimmeringwith confidence and certaintyyour smile has always been prettyand you said that I will always have youon the bright days and the stormy bluesthat there is nothing to be afraid ofbecause being together is simply enough it is the way you speakContinue reading “The Way You Loved Me”
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The Encore to My Downfall
I can’t let you goas easily as coloured balloonsslipping from a young boy’s handsno, it can’t be that easynor as difficult as I thought it’d beI just need a little more time, maybehowever, I’ll find a wayjust… not todayI’m not in the mood for mourningI haven’t slept, but it’s already morningAnd I’ve always been badContinue reading “The Encore to My Downfall”
My Favourite View
your favourite view is watching the sunsink in the horizon as the day is donethe combination of gold, orange, and blue huesput your mind at ease and give you solace tooand i agree before i have found something newmine is no less beautiful than your favourite viewwhen the morning light is coming throughpiercing curtains andContinue reading “My Favourite View”
The Paradox of Loving You in the Dark
I do not know whetherI love you more in the morningwhen the light comes throughand fall on your solemn faceor in the breathless afternoonwhen my shoulder feels heavywith endless responsibilitieswhile time feels stuck in its placeor maybe I love you more at nightwhen I dream with my eyes open andimagining that I can write myContinue reading “The Paradox of Loving You in the Dark”
Of Brokenness and Beauty
I open my eyes and see the lightthe day born anew with the same nightthe sky is blue, but I still have to fightand I no longer try to make something rightwhat is already broken cannot be fixedthere is nothing such as a magical pill for the sickI know it now to help me feelContinue reading “Of Brokenness and Beauty”
The Space You Left Behind
the older I grow, the faster time slips awayeverything feels like it was just yesterdaybut I realise sometimes life is just a gameand all was starting simply with your namea fleeting spark that set my heart aflamewhen you played a part in making me smileslowly, I cost myself to fit into your styleyou were aContinue reading “The Space You Left Behind”
Why Had You Let Me Go?
there are a lot of things in my headthat I want to say to you insteadof keeping them circling around insidequestions I do not dare enough to askand wishes that stuck behind the maskI still have so many emotions remaining, you see?the most painful are the ones you couldn’t seeI tried to tell but explainingContinue reading “Why Had You Let Me Go?”
Long Lost Love
it all started with a shared bewildermentcombined with a pinch of disappointmentto people and layers of unspoken irritationto anyone else except sometimes to each otherthe shared pressure in the same environmentthat makes both of us always fulfil people’s expectationsin that shared struggle, a closeness grew through interactionalong the way perhaps from that point then spreadtheContinue reading “Long Lost Love”
Moonlight Reflections
I lie beneath the moon’s soft, glowing lightwhile distant stars remain in silent flighttonight’s main character is the moonwhile I am just an observer from my roomstruggle to quiet a mind that’s in disarrayyet my heart brims with emotions that swayand my soul drowns in the wide ocean of grey that moon conjures memories ofContinue reading “Moonlight Reflections”
A Story Untold in Search of the Rainbow
there is a river at the corner of my eyesstreaming endlessly down my facemy brain has grown immune to lieswhenever I say I am fine, it’s a wasted gracewhat has already been lost cannot be replaced there is a raging war in my head I cannot fighta familiar storm that grips my chest tightthe darkContinue reading “A Story Untold in Search of the Rainbow”
Notes From Feelings 