if I pour out everything I have insideit would cost me the whole bookwords that describe the feelings and emotionswhen you became my world at one momentbecause you were worth that much to mesentences that have been buried within mepages of paragraphs to write about youand I will choose the palette of blueto represent myContinue reading “The Palette of Blue for the Book of You”
Author Archives: widviani
Point of Departure
I see your face and for the umpteenth timemy heart burns to pieceseven though it is not the real your facethat I fix my eyes on nowit is a mere picture from a lifetime agothat still holds a place in meyou sat next to me with a smilethat lights up the whole cityand it isContinue reading “Point of Departure”
Heartbreak is a Circle
the thing is, I know that he loves her way too deepmeanwhile, I only have heartbreak and aches that I keepas a reminder that what I feel is real not just a mere phasebecause I can no longer arrange words into phrasesI just get lost in places that no longer hold our tracesthe thing is,Continue reading “Heartbreak is a Circle”
An Observer Lover
I’m staring at the blue ceiling againwhile my brain wanders in a daydreamwhen I supposed to close my eyes and restbut thoughts keep flooding into this messand thinking about you is what I do best I do not know why they keep showing upit isn’t like I purposely want to spiral into themlately, the longingContinue reading “An Observer Lover”
My Favourite Colour
I once asked what is your favourite colourand you said it was blue like the summer skyit gives you a calm feeling and wanna learn to flyor the sparkling ocean bathed in the sunlightthat reminds you of hope in the darkest nightor your favourite faded-old-worn-out jeansthat gives you comfort to do your routine later IContinue reading “My Favourite Colour”
I Could Suddenly Cry Just Looking at You
I could suddenly cry just looking at youfor a reason that I don’t know how toexplain with words that flooding in my headwords that easily come in than to be saidbut not enough to describe what is in my heartbecause it is always hard to try to define an art I read somewhere that artContinue reading “I Could Suddenly Cry Just Looking at You”
The Only Moment When I am Happily Thinking
I know that thoughts are heavyand I easily overthink the unnecessaryespecially at night when my sight is emptybut from all the thoughts that consume meto thinking of you is my favourite kindI am fully aware that you cannot be minestill you rent-free in my inexplicable mind the thing is, I am happy to think ofContinue reading “The Only Moment When I am Happily Thinking”
What I Choose For Me
spring has passed by quicklyand now summer will be readythe sun will shine more brightlyI feel the air getting warmer graduallyI hope good days will come immediatelybecause I miss those times when Iplaying joyfully and dreaming to flybetween white clouds in the blue sky although winter has gone alreadybut I still feel the cold aroundContinue reading “What I Choose For Me”
My Personal Magical Bliss
through your melodic wordsyou have taken over my worldand have reached the part of methat has not easily opened to seethrough your alluring poetriesyou have given me the warm blissthat have melted my cold edgeswhich have been sharpened for ages you have helped me to find a placewhere I can freely walk at my ownContinue reading “My Personal Magical Bliss”
At Midnight
midnight is always the timewhen I can finally make you minealthough it happens only in my mindbut it feels like we are on the same lineI see you in dreams, flowers, and the seaI feel you in the breeze, songs, and heartbeatand you slowly make me hard to breathebecause this admiration turns into greedbrainwash myselfContinue reading “At Midnight”
Notes From Feelings 