every morning when I wake up
the sun already up in the centre of the sky
but it seems the bed glued me to stay
I keep thinking will I be okay today
will this day be easy to get through
or it will be another day with the blues
through a screen, I can see everyone
being happy made me think am I the only one
who feels like I have abandoned and left behind
even some thoughts on my inexplicable mind
make tears run down like pouring rain
at night I struggle with the familiar pain
it seems like I’ve been standing
with my feet stuck on the ground
while everyone else is running
and got the things they wanted
I keep thinking about how to be okay
when the light inside me fade away
I know that I am not supposed to
compare my behind the scene
with someone else’s highlight reel
but I couldn’t easily ignore it too
when all I have is time and nothing to do
and that is the devastating truth
every morning when I wake up
the clouds already hanging in my head
but, I try to clear my sight from the grey
I keep thinking will be okay today
will my feet be able to move forward a bit
or will I trap in these scenes on repeat?
