and it continuesafter everything that came to methe sleepless nights of overthinkingwhile drowning in the mixed feelingsI try to sing so that I do not sink deeperinto the vast mysterious ocean withinthat I am quite afraid of it sometimesof the power that the ocean holdsthe way it’s calm on the surfacebut there are raging wavesContinue reading “Semicolon;”
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Made a Peace From Pieces that Are Remained
I used to cling to the memoriesbefore I learned they did not define mebut I couldn’t take them off easilylike a coat, it’s wrapped around my bodylike my past, it’s always followed memy future seems distant and blurrysome of the memories are bad and hurtmade me want to run away frombut I feel like IContinue reading “Made a Peace From Pieces that Are Remained”
(Happy) New Year
she closes both her tired eyesbreathe the air deeply and laysin her bedroom, she can hearthe fireworks and the loud cheersfrom people that are celebratinga thing that is just the same thingfor her, everything is only temporaryso why bother to waste time and energy outside her small bedroom stillshe can hear the noises so clearpeopleContinue reading “(Happy) New Year”
Dear My Future Self,
I heard that you are not feeling wellI could see it although you did not tellalways trying to seem fine and wellalthough you feel like living in hellcover your tears with that sweet smileconvince everything will be okay in a whileand keep walking lightly for another mile I think that you need time to restyourContinue reading “Dear My Future Self,”
How Being at the Peak of Crisis Feels Like
as foolish as it soundsI am here but want to be foundwhatever I am trying to run fromit is inside me in a different forma familiar twist wrecking storm as strange as it soundsthe will within me slowly withdrawnit is easier to let myself drownall the things that made me downkeep my eyes wide awakeContinue reading “How Being at the Peak of Crisis Feels Like”
A Positive Affirmation Injection
I always think there will be a tomorrowalthough I have drowned in sorrowwith a shattered heart that feels hollowhave no clues where I can borrowthe time when I need a moment to slow—down my breath and match my step to followthe world’s change that I could never knowbut I always think there is a tomorrowContinue reading “A Positive Affirmation Injection”
A Story About A Broken Girl
she has red eyes at nightthe result of battles she cannot fightalthough she turns on the lightbut inside her head still darkshe has lost all the sparks alcohol does not excite her anymorethe world has collapsed her on the flooreverything around her blending in the stormthe only thing she can see is the blue ceilingthatContinue reading “A Story About A Broken Girl”
My Blue Mood
I do not want to drown in bluesthen you come and offer another bluethat set the whole different moodand get me out of the winding woods when my blue break me in twoyour hue gives me something newthat can help me to get throughand forget about my circle and screws because of your words andContinue reading “My Blue Mood”
Perpetual Pitch-Black Circle
I open my eyes with a heavy sighand again, I failed to empty my mindI go to the rooftop to see the sunshinetry to clarify what is inside my chestfor a moment, I just want to think lessbut the sky is full of grey cloudsthere is no slightest blue at sightwhile my heart is gettingContinue reading “Perpetual Pitch-Black Circle”
The Three Words I Always Carry For You
there are three words in my headthat easily makes my red eyes wetwhen I remember those I always sadbut at the same time, I also feel gladthat words keep me awake at nightunite with the feeling that I cannot fighta familiar longing that holds me tight there are three words in my heartthat have alreadyContinue reading “The Three Words I Always Carry For You”
Notes From Feelings 