every day she looks out the windowthinking how to get through tomorrowwhen she has lingering sorrowcombine with the clouds that followwherever the places she goes she used to like the rainnow she sees it through the windowpanewhen it is pouring, the drops become painmemories are the things that remainand she drowns herself again for her,Continue reading “she was fine”
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Tear
is it just I or the night is darkerthe stars are too far to seelet alone for me to reachand here I am standing outsidewith the pain spreading on the insideI see the darkness in front of mewhile the burden on my eyes gets heavy just like a person saidif melancholy has weightand it lingersContinue reading “Tear”
Heartbreak Company
standing alone on the balconythe air that I breathe feels heavyor maybe it is the worry inside meor the burden that I always carrywhat is in my head killing me slowlyfrom the distance, this city looks prettybut, everything seems dull to me above me, there is a wide black seathe dark makes the light difficultContinue reading “Heartbreak Company”
Hopeful
from the hospital windowI see the moonlight’s shadowwhile my mind thinks about tomorrowmy heart busy dealing with sorrowand deep down I feel very sorryto whom I love and care around mebecause they have to helplessly seethe blazing pain that I quietly carry from inside my small room ceilingI hear the sound of the rain pouringitContinue reading “Hopeful”
I Want to Write You a Letter
I want to write you a letteras warm as a cup of teathat your hands are holdingin the cold winter morninga letter that explains everythingmade from mixed scattered wordsin my head about you and the world it can be your secret safe placewhenever you need to hide your facefrom everyone when you are not wellandContinue reading “I Want to Write You a Letter”
An Abundance of Longing
my unfinished longing for youoverwhelmed me all over againmixed with the familiar bluesthat is creeping into my cold veinswhile inside my busy brainthe thought of you blossom outfrom within, it is you all about this time the longing is so loudbut no words could slip from my mouthmaybe I am the one who at faultbecauseContinue reading “An Abundance of Longing”
It Was Started Because of Words
whenever I look at youI cannot help myself not toremember why I am fallingvoluntarily without thinkingand I will gladly tell you the truthyou are the order in my messy youth it was not because of your faceyour smile was not the first caseit was your words with rhymesthat makes me want to get your nameitContinue reading “It Was Started Because of Words”
My Kind of Solace
whenever I listen tothe familiar voice of youI feel like I can be calm againdespite the storm and heavy rainthat has messed up my brain whenever I listen tothe rhythmic poem made by youI feel like I can be free to fly againdespite the pain that has enchainedmy inner child and erase my innocence wheneverContinue reading “My Kind of Solace”
The Melancholia Weights Within Me
it has been days when I stayed in bedbecause somehow I keep feeling sadthose sadness has made my eyes redand I feel there is a storm in my headI could not explain it to mom and dadmom offers me go to therapy insteadbut I have no energy to face what is inside I am tiredContinue reading “The Melancholia Weights Within Me”
A Habit
every morning when I wake upthe sun already up in the centre of the skybut it seems the bed glued me to stayI keep thinking will I be okay todaywill this day be easy to get throughor it will be another day with the blues through a screen, I can see everyonebeing happy made meContinue reading “A Habit”
Notes From Feelings 