I can’t close my eyes to get restI’ve disturbed with stones in my chestmy mind could never be thinking lessand my dreams turn into nightmares I see my surrounding insteadwhile I’m paralysing on bedthis house doesn’t feel like homeI’ve tried but I couldn’t make it like home it’s like there is something missingwhether inside meContinue reading “Strange(r at) Home”
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The Old Part of Me
I want to take myselfback to the blue sidethe time when I seethe world as white as snowwhen I don’t put myself in a showbefore I got tangled with my shadowbut, my eyes see differently nowall I think about are questions of howthe world become as cruel as snowwith less light for tomorrow I wantContinue reading “The Old Part of Me”
This Is A Reminder
I do not know what you were thinkingor how you were feelingor why were you cryingwhen there is only the two of us hereI want to wash away your fearsand wipe away your tearsI want to say that you will be okaythere are will be happy daysthat waiting for you aheadyou are not supposed toContinue reading “This Is A Reminder”
Stranded in a Desert
I feel like I have strandedin the unknown desertwith no one by my sideI have tried to keep walkingalthough I am exhaustingI just have to get out of here but, the sands are my mistakesin every step that I takeit gets heavier for me to makewithout breaking downI just want to leave the groundI wantContinue reading “Stranded in a Desert”
A Gift for You
I want to give you my lightthe one that keeps on brightto show you which the rightto remind you to keep the fightalso to guide you along the wayso, you won’t get astrayit will illuminate your dayit will warm your heart like sun raysto become a hope for you to stayI don’t need it anymore,Continue reading “A Gift for You”
An Explanation You Need to Hear
I’m sorry that you have tosee the way I’m breakingif you only knew that I’ve been tryingnot to burst out and explodeit’s way painful to holdthis time it just hits medifferently and mercilesslystrikes me fastharder than the lastand I’m crushed I don’t know what you thinkbut, I know what I feeland it isn’t a newContinue reading “An Explanation You Need to Hear”
One Package
whenever I get happinessthere is an underlying sadnessthat I couldn’t shake awayI smile but storms always find its wayyou think that I am okaywhile I have lost my good days you need to look deeperto know the differenceto understand why I sufferbut I promise you, I won’t surrenderalthough inside my head gets darkerand my shadowContinue reading “One Package”
The Parting Plan
these days I have been thinkingkeep busy daydreamingand weigh the possibilitiesI spend my time to imaginethe unforeseen future ahead of meI can see you shine more brightlygetting further from my reach there is fear that keeps creeping inwhile memories seeping through my veinsI can feel the tears finds its waymade from words that I couldContinue reading “The Parting Plan”
Longing is Heavy
I look at the clock on the wall it’s almost four in the morning habitually, my mind is still racing I’m tired but couldn’t sleep this sadness is way too deep I look at the pitch-black sky there are no stars left to see I wonder could you look at me from your place thatContinue reading “Longing is Heavy”
Today the Sky Makes Me Sad
today, I look up to the sky I wonder how it feels to fly in between white clouds not toward the sun but, I hope I fly toward you today, the air that I breathe is dry I say to myself that I won’t cry I just want to talk you about something from aboveContinue reading “Today the Sky Makes Me Sad”
Notes From Feelings 