I remember a daywe sat together outsideI remember the wind breezemoving your curly-messy brown hairthen I see leaves fall to the groundrelinquish themselves from tree branchesthey were falling sincerelylike they knew it has to belike it was their destiny and then suddenlyyou asked me about lovewhile gazed to the overcast abovethe clouds were cluster overContinue reading “A Conversation About Love”
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A Hidden Feeling
the storm already comesoon I knew there’s something brokenwhich I thought it was a long time frozenstill, I’m hurting by an expectationwhen silence strikes like a hurricanefrom my eyes dripping pouring rainI never get the situation rightthe sound of myself get trapped insidebetween darkness which holds me tightalso, hopeless feeling that I can’t fightyou’ve alwaysContinue reading “A Hidden Feeling”
Float
in my headyou just float throughI wish I could float tooin your mindeven for seconds I don’t mindbut I know that I won’tit may create some woundsand I can’t fault younor know how to quit youI can only let youto float throughalthough my heart turns bluebecause I can’t catch youeven if I desperately want to
you are
you are a slight of blue in my ocean of blackness a glimpse of light like a clue that help me wade the darkness
Get Tricked
my feelings drippinglike a faucet that never fixednow, my body easily get tremblingever since you get me your trickedmy poor heart—dropthe second I seethe curve that your mouth madeevery word that you saidfind a way to get stuck in my headburning my heart- redthere is no way outI tell myself louderrepeating like an alarm andContinue reading “Get Tricked”
her
as i sit down on the floorwith a black dog blocking the doorit’s like i’m looking in a mirrori thought i am the authorbut, she also is the actorshe has played a partthere’s nothing i can do to restartslowly, i lost my heartbecause she makes me fightwhatever plightto keep the light she sees me breathinggiveContinue reading “her”
From Afar
your back is the only thingthe only that I can starecall me selfish but I won’t shareand I wouldn’t dareto asking too muchknow you impossible to toucheven deep downunderneath my melted skinI want to get a hintgetaway to your head, to lookingturn down to your heart, where I’m stayingbut, through staring between your backrealise thereContinue reading “From Afar”
A New Year
I take my time while people making a resolution instead, I’m diminishing expectations a new year doesn’t always mean a different situation still, I’ll run into some complication people wish to finish the unfinished in their head there are lists mostly about unspecific and cliche things the worst part is I’ve the same feeling evenContinue reading “A New Year”
Nothing In-Between
there is no in-betweenI can’t put myself in itbecause there’s no middle groundno grey area meant to be foundthere are only two options aroundI just keep ignoring itfrom the beginningwhen I decided to fallI unconsciously am willingto give you anythingeven if I get nothingin return and now loving youalready costs too muchof my heartthere’s noContinue reading “Nothing In-Between”
A Battle
there are too many things to fighther monogamous relationship with the lightextinguished by tired every nightshe’s living with the fear side by sideno place to hidedon’t know how to feel reliefalthough she knows it never gets easierbut, she tries to believeshe will get tougherstay calm in uncomfortableher heart shatteredwhen she wrote a letterthey said itContinue reading “A Battle”
Notes From Feelings 