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Museum Mind of Mine

I see you only whenI close my eyes but thenthe moment I open themI see everything around mebut not the one that I need memories are easily playingand there is something burninginside of me, it is a familiar feelingI remember it just the samelike it is my second name I miss you only whenthe nightContinue reading “Museum Mind of Mine”

Your Song

when the days get heavyor when I fall back unsteadyand there is no light I could seeI close my eyes then dream of the seafor a moment somehow suddenlyI could hear you sing a song for mewith the sound of waves underneathI try to control my racing heartbeatalso, my breathing a bit by a bitimagineContinue reading “Your Song”

If Only I Could

I want to keep youin every step of the waybut, I know it’s hard for me to doI have moments when I fall back intothe darkness that makes me astraymoments when I could push you awayeven if I didn’t mean what I do nor say I want to contain youin every piece of my daysbut,Continue reading “If Only I Could”

Daydreaming

and I close my eyes to feela repeating dream that seems realwhere we do not have to always runwhen we are laying to see the setting sunit would be nice if it is not only in my mindbecause I want to hold your handsbut, I do not know how to make you mineI just knowContinue reading “Daydreaming”

The Blue Within Me

I want to run away from this gloomso I let my mind lost in my roomthe only place where I can be trueto myself and do what I want towith a heart that has broken in twoI look at the ceiling like I always dothe ceiling that my dad was painted bluethe colour that representsContinue reading “The Blue Within Me”

Inside That Memory

I open my eyes and seeeverything around mebecome different than it used to beI look up to see the colour of the skythat is clearer and blue than everthe air that I breathe no longer dryI feel like my sight is cleaner then I recognise a familiar facethat I look for in every placeshe standsContinue reading “Inside That Memory”

Reinforcing

I know that you are scaredof course, you are scaredto the thing that you do not knowto the blur about tomorrowa familiar feeling that you can not showand I am not asking you not toor saying that you just need to get throughbecause that is more than just sayinga cliche ‘I believe in you’ thingsometimesContinue reading “Reinforcing”

Be Here

the world has brokeneveryone in twoand I heard you oftenlately feeling blueyou let your eyes wide openat night try to win a battlethat you can’t always handle I don’t know how you feelsometimes what I see isn’t realit’s a part of your highlight reelbut, whenever you feel overwhelmingor when you drown in the longingwith anythingContinue reading “Be Here”

A Helpless Witness

she has somethingthat she tries to avoidbut she can’t wash away the feelingthat she’ll always have the voidshe has a problem with balancingbut very good at pretendingI thought she always knewwhat she has been doingturns out she has no cluejust like everyone else she has low serotoninmixed with the lack of dopaminemade her difficult toContinue reading “A Helpless Witness”

The Rain

it is pouring on the outsideit is like washing the nightand I can sense in the airthere is a familiar smellthat I inhale to my lungsas I exhale the heavy sighthat I realise it is a signmy heart suddenly sinkingwhile my whole body achingdoes He know that I am in pain?Is that why He sendContinue reading “The Rain”